My dad did something to me, and I realized he was controlling what I do day by day by magically affecting me.
You know, I can be funny like someone from the NE.
You know, I can be funny like someone from the NE.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Did You Ever Online
Like think of something no one will no then figure out something else like that they don't need to know and realize that will affect things?
Problem
Why do you all have a problem with my dad's relationship with me with "how good it is?"
Also, I just saw something and am worried I will think of it later. :|
You know, I already know about Italians and Hispanics. I guess they don't know what they're going to do.
See, my dad came in and made me feel bad and it was wrong, but he thought he had to do it to embarrass me. He did it, I didn't do it. :|
Also, I just saw something and am worried I will think of it later. :|
You know, I already know about Italians and Hispanics. I guess they don't know what they're going to do.
See, my dad came in and made me feel bad and it was wrong, but he thought he had to do it to embarrass me. He did it, I didn't do it. :|
leaving in an hour
Guess I'll go to the bathroom, ..chance, put on makeup.. put in my contacts, get my stuff ready. P8
Where aRe You?
When you say to settle down and not revel in nostalgia, where are you... helping others with their m*********** or are you there ready to like enjoy something like a music concert and being an artist yourself?
Generations
So, you're the 1 who tied the knot? Maybe, later generations don't listen to older 1s. :/
f.y.i.
My dad has no relationship with me parently, that has "fad-ed away. .like the mo or niing dew"
I went to college, and my parents D-cided not to be like sorta in a relationship with me, seriously. I was just on my own, and other adults still cared about me, like matched in personality, like they were my parents or parental units|figures. I came back, and the rhythm of the home was forever lost-as well. :| I don't see why you're trying to say I'm shit because of who my parents are and then make me listen to them. I've always done what I was supposed to, just picked on for my attitude and like how much money my family has. By attitude I mean just the way I'm affected but contain myself but have private thoughts, as well. Like, when you feel something and you have a reaction but didn't do anything and didn't bother anyone, just felt people were racist toward you and that they weren't really white.
I went to college, and my parents D-cided not to be like sorta in a relationship with me, seriously. I was just on my own, and other adults still cared about me, like matched in personality, like they were my parents or parental units|figures. I came back, and the rhythm of the home was forever lost-as well. :| I don't see why you're trying to say I'm shit because of who my parents are and then make me listen to them. I've always done what I was supposed to, just picked on for my attitude and like how much money my family has. By attitude I mean just the way I'm affected but contain myself but have private thoughts, as well. Like, when you feel something and you have a reaction but didn't do anything and didn't bother anyone, just felt people were racist toward you and that they weren't really white.
u no
If you don't realize that you're not allowed to look up to some other generation to "be" the mold you will fail because those people really are there for you and what your interests are, and those who look up to you seem bound to fail.
Woke Up
My time in bed wasn't really great. I *********** and as usual got up after.
I had a dream, what was it. I remember it was something about like buying ice cream or something, I sipped up some candy animal in a cup of milkshake and had to buy it and ended up owing $30, and then he calculated about $100. My mom was gonna pay. There was another booth, in this dark place with hints of the idea of classical|off-classical|bizarre red-orange, like the edges, like sorta pulsing mysteriously.
My alarm clock turned off, too, but you know I knew I'd wake up, like Christmas. I usually use 2 but was pretty tired.
So, no theater tomorrow. I don't feel good because of the constant weird messages everywhere I go. :{ Maybe I'll go back to bed? x/ And cry? I can get breakfast, might have to find my other alarm and wake up in 2 hours. Or maybe look at some people's Facebooks? I have to schedule an appt. for tomorrow. Schedule the van ride. Go to the bathroom now. :/ I wanna get back on IMDb. So, I did gymnastics, already. I want to clean my room this weekend. }:D Maybe, make a nice settting to sing or experiment with the clean room. Even in a small room would be fine. The sofa would be at the computer. I planned to get a TV, already. I had a closet. I just have stuff to store I'd store in the garage. I mean, I have drawers of like things and then like a couple boxes like with bathroom supplies and some office supplies. Then, the books and odd book things, that's all. Then, I have some clothes I'm not using still, the 1s that don't even fit, leotards. I have this extra desk, wanted a bunk, maybe don't need a bed on the floor, probably was worried of jumping off.
Just went to the bathroom and had some cheese crackers.. Was thinking of getting surgery to remove the tumor to increase my female cycle. They said it wouldn't affect my nose, but they go through the nose. I'll 1st ask to try the medicine, I think. What should I eat? Buffalo chicken sub? Not sure there are more subs left. Then, I'd toast bread.
I had a dream, what was it. I remember it was something about like buying ice cream or something, I sipped up some candy animal in a cup of milkshake and had to buy it and ended up owing $30, and then he calculated about $100. My mom was gonna pay. There was another booth, in this dark place with hints of the idea of classical|off-classical|bizarre red-orange, like the edges, like sorta pulsing mysteriously.
My alarm clock turned off, too, but you know I knew I'd wake up, like Christmas. I usually use 2 but was pretty tired.
So, no theater tomorrow. I don't feel good because of the constant weird messages everywhere I go. :{ Maybe I'll go back to bed? x/ And cry? I can get breakfast, might have to find my other alarm and wake up in 2 hours. Or maybe look at some people's Facebooks? I have to schedule an appt. for tomorrow. Schedule the van ride. Go to the bathroom now. :/ I wanna get back on IMDb. So, I did gymnastics, already. I want to clean my room this weekend. }:D Maybe, make a nice settting to sing or experiment with the clean room. Even in a small room would be fine. The sofa would be at the computer. I planned to get a TV, already. I had a closet. I just have stuff to store I'd store in the garage. I mean, I have drawers of like things and then like a couple boxes like with bathroom supplies and some office supplies. Then, the books and odd book things, that's all. Then, I have some clothes I'm not using still, the 1s that don't even fit, leotards. I have this extra desk, wanted a bunk, maybe don't need a bed on the floor, probably was worried of jumping off.
Just went to the bathroom and had some cheese crackers.. Was thinking of getting surgery to remove the tumor to increase my female cycle. They said it wouldn't affect my nose, but they go through the nose. I'll 1st ask to try the medicine, I think. What should I eat? Buffalo chicken sub? Not sure there are more subs left. Then, I'd toast bread.
What Am I Gonna Do
I dunno, I'll probably try to feel good. Any thoughts on what to think about, maybe ideas for the future?
Bed
So, I showered and am ready for bed. xp Charging my phone and camera for tomorrow, leaving earlier. :| Have PE hw and theater hw I missed for next week and something small to memorize, picked out a rhyme that suits me comfortably, something different. }:{)
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
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