Issue

I'm more crucial than my brother.  He never listens to me.  I'm serious, never.  What did my dad do?  It's not a joke.  What good is his life?  At least, I can have ***.  I found a way.  I'm a girl, like my mom.  My parents even act like they did it.  That's like living in a horror chamber.  What is wrong?  Can't I just live my life like everyone else?  They also think that's what would happen if I were knocked out + in a younger style.  We don't know why he is a sorta gay Tom boy.  He likes cats.  I mean, as a baby, he seemed overly precious and that gay stereotype.  He was a real person but not as real as me.  He was more complicated in a precious way.  We can say that.  3|  Then, I guess my mom made him a fat, thin-worn toddler.  Then, he got really skinny and gay.  Finally, he was cute at 1 point with this lighter-looking medium brown hair, but he was rebellious and my mom thought he was better than me because his life was hard and I wanted to be treated like I was white.  Then, in Pre-K, he was cuter than me, jammed right in.  We moved.  He looked cuter after being in Pre-K awhile, not sure how nor if his hair grew.  Then, we moved, and he became devilish and very fun and entertaining like he wanted to be stellar like me.  We moved to French New Orleans area, and he became sorta drugged.  We lived there and he grew up and then we moved to Orlando and he became mean again.  He went to college and he got better after the Johnny Depp hype went down.  I think I fell over on Tim Burton, though.  It's some thing I can't achieve.  My dad thinks I'm a good person but doesn't care about me wanting to be European.  It's true, though, the likes of my parents really are over for the world, an old story, some thing they are sarcastic about.  They aren't racist and hopeless romantics.  They're just like more European.  They just don't like me.  They pick at them for things they are uncomfortable about but never do the things they succeeded in.  They're kinda druggy.  Ignore them.  I found lots of good things in them for me.  Why don't you be more European?  I guess you are more concerned about your feelings.  I mean like how you feel ***ually.  Maybe, it's your race.  :(  Why are part French people so selfish?  I like French things.  It seems people don't like me for some reason, like there's a problem with who my parents are, like my dad is too old and I was born at a bad time.  I mean, though, I guess you'll just have to accept that I'm better.  I really usually don't approve of most families, though, in the U.S., you know?  I'm over that.  You will be, too, you plan to.  I am very interested in modern life, but I also want to be European and proper, like you let Europeans be.