Another Saint Patrick's Day Hymn

from before YouTube 8|

Problem

Ginny thinks she "understands" what I'm really saying, but that's what I'm really saying.

Rest

I need to lie down.  3)

I Know-You Know

I know before someone tells me to do something they don't want me to - that I will sound tacky..what crime is that?  B|

Surprise!

I messaged my friend from San Fransisco to come to Theater if she's coming to Orlando, and I saw her online for the 1st time recently, though she erased stuff on her Wall.

So

You don't want some people to participate in certain cultures at their own will?

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Problem

Ginny, I already wanted to be different from my dad.  Maybe, there is an ending to their toenail fungus.  Maybe, it's not really my ultimate dream.  Maybe, it's cute, though, but what's that to anyone!  :0

Point

I made some kind of point that Ellen DeGeneres really has no ♥ for younger people with parents born just some culture before her..maybe a significant difference, 1950.  Isn't that something like the next generation?  Also, why are people born in between so wacky and careless?  Like, I guess there's some cutoff age, like 1955.  I still like older people, too.  Also, my dad was only 34 when he had me, I think.  :|  35.  I think a lot of girls my age have dads born around 1950, but a lot of them have dads who were 40 when they were born.  They aren't weird, but they are fun.  It's just that other generations practice different things, and you want to talk to other people, anyway.  I really don't spend much time with my family.  :|  I don't get you, you're gay.  I mean, I like my family, but I see you fight with them.  Why would I want to talk about something I don't really know about?  ,:|  It sounds like you've talked about shit like this..  It seems like it means something that you don't have it written in a nice article.  I did not know that this stuff was revealed on TV, actually, or maybe I would have thought I even needed to know.  :|  ;0

Problem

I have this creepy feeling that Orlando is shit and plants itself in the shit of your relations.

Waiting

Gonna eat when my parents are in bed.  Also don't have the Travel Channel just yet.  Have to find the TV guide in my room but don't think I have it.  I e-mailed my dad back OK.

Schedule

So, Tuesday, I have a lot of homework due but not like a lot compared to most school situations.  So, I mean, I should watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" by Wednesday, no Theater Thursday.  I think she has her show cancelled next week, postponed her trip to Aussie for the week after.  So, I might not watch, unless I am sure they are new episodes because I'd have seen them.  I mean, I don't think they rerun old episodes..

So

If you think about my last post's point, Ellen DeGeneres is mean to people who are nice to her who have a blog linked to their Twitter and who post on major public forums, like the Tim Burton board on IMDb.

So

You want to be mean to ugly Asians .. but you think something else complicated and related that attractive part-Asian families should be ousted for trying to be attractive.  Um, I'm sorry if they bump into all the wrong people.  :|

Issue

Ellen DeGeneres won't allow women in their home to think the right things with their daughters.

Twitter

Issue

So, why do people here keep like surrounding and snapping at me?  What do you think I've done?  Come to solve it online.  You're just wondering about my race and being more attractive than you because I'm mixed.

Problem

Why am I getting attacking messages from Ginny in private?  What about my homework?  Why did I get these messages last semester from Ellen DeGeneres?  You're not getting away with it.  I had problems, I never felt good at home.  I had to leave.  Also, there was that 1 week my fault I just got hamburgers and I got off my workout routine doing an advanced ballet-Pilates video with a nice picture of a girl from Colorado.  That's the reasons I'm fat again and I still have that same look.

Problem

Stop treating me like a baby because of Tim Burton.  It's not in a cute way.

Also, these clicks are making my eyes big.

Like I said, I think you're just here to like pervertedly park in older people and other situations stemming from my life.  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU IDIOT|RETARD?  Stop pestering my life with clicks in my room.  You can't just like kill yourself for the unattractive, good-for-nothing people in my life.  You're gay.

Problem

I'm being fed more messages in my room.  There's these annoying clicks, and it's like affecting my face.

Tired

Guess I'll go rest some more.  =:}

Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

Me -from before- on YouTube 8|

Edit

I edited my race.  8|

Edit

I edited my race.  8|

Travel

So, what if I taught Die Forelle in Africa?

Facebook Post

Hey Ginny, someone posted something on your wall and I answered. I guess either you or she deleted it. It was like an app, on my old blog.. It had your name in it. :| It was interesting, but I figured it was just an attention-getter, made me happy and sent a simple message I took. Seemed like a cool girl, could have been my friend. :|

So, yea, a girl in your class, Amy? said to keep your site professional. I forget what I was gonna say. Oh, yea, so, I wonder why she posted it. I see you kept the year book post up.

Aren't you still interested in dialects? I found I could speak British, and I might get acclaim in Hollywood if I pass the AMTC Auditions, sometime, which travel and are actually based here in Orlando.

Bon Voyage on Thursday. Good luck with the high schoolers... I guess you're gonna sorta touch on the fact that before it was modeling and now it's singing but probably a dying medium. I guess they will be impressed by you. I see you are actually very impressive.. I know I would have fun there.

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So

What do you think of the old, old Ginny?  Don't you like just wish like things were better in the department?

Ever think of how like you think it's funny maybe I'm through with my old choir director and organ teacher?  Well, I want to live forever, doesn't mean any of you need to be celestial beings when my life becomes celestial.  Why not?  :|

Why does Ginny like judge me so much?  I don't think that's part of the vision.  You probably think "the vision" must be Asian.  It's just an idea an Asian had.

My Teacher

Why did she make herself disgusting?  Supposedly, that's just how she is.  She had a huge double chin on Thursday but seemed pretty skinny.  She pointed her pointer finger up on Tuesday, showing her nail.. and it seemed like she was reveling in how it was just a soft nail sitting in her soft flesh.  However, her mom's from California and her dad from Pittsburgh, and she seemed to just make it "what" because maybe it's the best in some point.  However, I went home, and it was different.  I don't think she likes me.  She thinks I'm both too old and have too old parents or something.  I'm pretty interesting, generally speaking.  Maybe, I am not feeling well, but I have good clips in class..  After class, I don't seem to look good.  Imagine if her dad was from California.  She'd be like a wacko pointer finger.

Rest

Guess I'll try to rest some more.  Have some hw to complete, no theater Thursday!  ;D  I have most people's e-mails.

Issue

I see Ellen DeGeneres is obsessed with people with good parents.  8|

What about Tim Burton?  He seems to fit some category, may not be in line.  Why isn't Ellen DeGeneres ***y as a part Jew?  Anyway, what about Tim Burton?  What does he want, to fool us?  That's what he did, he had kids and went with Helena Bonham Carter.  He's just worried about having an old dad and wants to think you're in the style of the 50s.

Ginny is here, so she has to do what she has to do.  She has no choice.  I don't know what she thinks about anyone attractive with a younger dad, haven't seen her with any kids.  I see attractive kids with straight, smooth white hair.  However, they seem Chinese, now.  :|  I found that kids with older dads might be more stimulated in an embarrassing way.

Problem

I don't see what's wrong with me.  You liked me when I was shy.

Problem

Stop telling me I'm not as white as my parents.  They've always been niggers, not me.  What's your goddamn fucking problem?  They aren't even entertaining.  You're some goon fantasizing not wanting to stimulate me.

Attractive

Can you just stop thinking I want to be the bad side of my parents?

Have you ever seen anyone substantial?  I didn't make it as far as like pampering me.

Problem

Are you still ratting on me for having problems when I was younger?  ,8|  Look, I didn't hurt anyone.  Cut your bullshit of how I might have "influenced" someone.  There's nothing like that.  Just people who go into you and act like you're not white..  That's the issue of the day.

What About

What about my dad?  He has a special place for people born in 1960, but they never admit that there's other things in life.  I was thinking of how he was unattractive and disgusting.  xp  I always thought he was disgusting.  Isn't he just more a presenter or negotiator, just a normal guy?  He never makes me feel comfortable.  He keeps jolting things, and it does nothing for me.  Like, I mean, he's cute.  He's unemotional.  I'm being attacked for having money, too.  :0  I just don't find him more attractive than me.  3I

Thought of Something

Ginny is "it," but I'm also "it."  8I

Edit

I edited my race.

Issue

I'm more crucial than my brother.  He never listens to me.  I'm serious, never.  What did my dad do?  It's not a joke.  What good is his life?  At least, I can have ***.  I found a way.  I'm a girl, like my mom.  My parents even act like they did it.  That's like living in a horror chamber.  What is wrong?  Can't I just live my life like everyone else?  They also think that's what would happen if I were knocked out + in a younger style.  We don't know why he is a sorta gay Tom boy.  He likes cats.  I mean, as a baby, he seemed overly precious and that gay stereotype.  He was a real person but not as real as me.  He was more complicated in a precious way.  We can say that.  3|  Then, I guess my mom made him a fat, thin-worn toddler.  Then, he got really skinny and gay.  Finally, he was cute at 1 point with this lighter-looking medium brown hair, but he was rebellious and my mom thought he was better than me because his life was hard and I wanted to be treated like I was white.  Then, in Pre-K, he was cuter than me, jammed right in.  We moved.  He looked cuter after being in Pre-K awhile, not sure how nor if his hair grew.  Then, we moved, and he became devilish and very fun and entertaining like he wanted to be stellar like me.  We moved to French New Orleans area, and he became sorta drugged.  We lived there and he grew up and then we moved to Orlando and he became mean again.  He went to college and he got better after the Johnny Depp hype went down.  I think I fell over on Tim Burton, though.  It's some thing I can't achieve.  My dad thinks I'm a good person but doesn't care about me wanting to be European.  It's true, though, the likes of my parents really are over for the world, an old story, some thing they are sarcastic about.  They aren't racist and hopeless romantics.  They're just like more European.  They just don't like me.  They pick at them for things they are uncomfortable about but never do the things they succeeded in.  They're kinda druggy.  Ignore them.  I found lots of good things in them for me.  Why don't you be more European?  I guess you are more concerned about your feelings.  I mean like how you feel ***ually.  Maybe, it's your race.  :(  Why are part French people so selfish?  I like French things.  It seems people don't like me for some reason, like there's a problem with who my parents are, like my dad is too old and I was born at a bad time.  I mean, though, I guess you'll just have to accept that I'm better.  I really usually don't approve of most families, though, in the U.S., you know?  I'm over that.  You will be, too, you plan to.  I am very interested in modern life, but I also want to be European and proper, like you let Europeans be.

I wonder *

We moved to a city in more Central Southeastern Florida but not very much above Southern Southeastern Florida, a retirement paradise, because my dad's sisters lived further South and I think it was because of my brother.  He used to choke up, like he was older or something.  My dad's youngest sister had a baby, but she's not married.  The girl became the center of attention and was considered not all white, part Italian-Canadian.  My aunt got with a police-colonel she eventually married who, like her, was divorced.  She has no kids and is retired and cannot have kids.  I dunno, also, we moved to Jacksonville when my brother was 2, I think, and he was born where I went to Pre-School, like my cousin.  I was born near the beach.  We lived on the bay when I was a pretween.  I just feel sorry for my brother.  He just seemed kind racist to me.  It was like my parents wouldn't give him a chance, but I went through a lot of thoughts of like what if I were a year younger or what if my parents were different people.  I mean, I was cute, but my mom didn't let me be that European and I know I could.  I was cute, though, at some points, like when I was up north with my Gramma and after I did more gymnastics.  I really started to look ugly when my mom was pregnant.  It offended me.  Also, it was because my dad cut my hair.  I'm not sure what happened.  I wanted to be more European, but I was convinced I couldn't be.  Up north, they were prejudiced to me being from a hot climate with a mom from a hot climate.  Before that, my life was just really strict but not too insulting but maybe not that bad just more like a regiment of being a basic stick figure and trying to be thin really hard and succeeding to some degree, I suppose.  My dad is annoying and probably shouldn't be doing things with me.  I mean, I'm not really insulting, but he's trained me to be funny like that but gets offended.  My mom acted like I was really fat, but she was fatter as a toddler, just did ballet and seemed stuck up as a kid.  She was attractive after gymnastics.

What famous child celeb

Lily Rose Sweet Melody

Maggie Liz Jones

Bella Thorne

I'm gonna have to go with Bella Thorne with Southern blood.  The others .. mm .. not from there.

Do I look more like

Audrey Hepburn ... Kate Bush ... or Shirley Feeney ... or Laverne DiFazio ... or Marty (1:40) ... or Frenchie?

Ginny seems like John Travolta, and I seem like the fat Italian lady.

I think Audrey Hepburn, though, is more like me.. I feel like I'm ½ English ½ Dutch.  *There's not much to see of Audrey Hepburn*  :{

Vacation

It would be fun to go to Saint Augustine, but that's a lot of money.  They did take away my favorite pizza restaurants.  1 had Cicilian pizza, like a café on the side of the road.  It was called Pizza Garden.  Then, there was these little pizzas with good tomato sauce and probaby tasty cheese and good bread, in the Heritage Walkway on Saint George Street, the street with all the little shops and stuff.  I would get lemonade after church, sometimes, and sometimes with this friend with really old parents, 45 when she was born, so they weren't so old like 45-year-olds today.

I have so many memories.  That is like home to me.  It is the nation's oldest continuing city, and it is in Northeastern Florida.  I shouldn't be saying this, but it's my blog, I'm sorry you didn't have that experience.  It is true, though, I had at the time moving there became interested in the Little House Books and American Girls.  I became old fashioned.  I quit gymnastics.  I was so appreciative of anything European.  I walk down the bay, and I am so grateful to live right along the water but not by the beach.  I lived downtown.  It's funny, though, I became lonely and lacked physical activity so probably became confused about some things, friends started to think I was ugly and fat, lost sleep.  I had even just began tennis once a week, so that could be a factor.  School started, and I got a bit thinner.  The sports really put on some weight and made me more attractive.  However, at 1 point, I got uglier.  I don't know when I looked good, but, at 1 point, I had fluffy hair and fluffy bangs parted to the side, and my face was hard and the bottom was separated from the top, just I molded myself into a good, typical, desirable girl you should be, but it was so hard to sustain that look, for my hair was frizzy and niggerish, not too mention very dark and my skin however fair but not flushed, really.  I moved, and I guess things changed, for some reason.  :|  My skin became maybe red and my hair in the end seemingly you know toward the bottom in the light completely tinted.  However, I wasn't as attractive, at the time.  I couldn't believe I lost my attractive look, anything but that, it seemed.  You'll just know I grew there but never really got to experience it in my full glory as times were changing as this girl from L.A. landed and it was more Titanic-centered.  It seemed she could be modern and stimulated like in this physical way.  Everyone liked her, and my life was sorta lost.  My friends didn't talk to me since we were separated.

We can march along forever down the streets of Saint Augustine and never lose interest in that botanical paradise.  There are old relics of ancient Florida, most ancient Florida, but not the beach.  You can lose yourself at mass with the music..  Well, I mean, I wouldn't recommend doing ballet there.  You know?  =|  I wonder, though, should I just take tap, here?  I think it's right before Ginny's classes, a good schedule..  I think I will spend my summers @ Disney.  Or summer.  Disney is kinda ancient, ancient Florida, the old cartoons, like Tim Burton, are much to take in.  =]

Personality

It's hard to talk about me.  I'm extraverted in private and introverted in public.  It's really weird.  xS

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