Thursday, March 21, 2013
Problem
We're not letting you do anything because you're from Orlando and are racist against me. Won't you just stop flubbing and let me have my thoughts in private? I didn't mean anything to anyone by saying flubbing. It's just involved in what's ***y. Don't say, oh, you're mistaken, you're not from Florida. Yes, though, I am really mad, and other people are mad about what they know. I was mad about some thing in the future. Just an idea.. }:]
Issue
I looked at my friend's Facebook, and she has a picture of her. I noticed that she knew about people from California being from there being more like my brother, but my brother isn't very European, at all. He's also not very ***y. He fits in like where we move, all the time, I fear, though.. Oh well, I mean, who knows? It's a complex issue. So, she had a picture of her, and she was holding out like a gun, to someone. Oh, um, she looked all stimulated.. I don't believe, however, that people from Florida are all like that, nor from anywhere in mainland Florida. Is that what you think of that 1 attractive youngest girl from "The Brady Bunch?" I really don't believe that just because a gun to pull out blackheads is like a gun that it actually was made to hurt someone. I mean, I know all things like that don't just go to each other. I mean, it's something we don't know. However, I do believe it is put off and not made for a reason. About not being made for a reason, I mean, that might not mean anything, but it is put off, in such a fashion. About being put of as a gun, I do fear that it was believed for that reason. I have no idea how that would connect with anything other than a bad gun. It did hurt me and didn't work. I wonder where we went wrong.... All I thought of was that maybe it would make you do something specific. Oh yea, maybe, 1 day, we'll all have guns in our home and then 1 day we'll get really mad all of a sudden and no one will be there to protect you. Um, it doesn't have to be that way. Who knows what else will happen. People are pretty sensitive to using the internet. About us having guns, I mean, I figured it would be a stretch to believe in a chain of events.
Problem
Yea, you're just a nigger.
Stop telling me I'm tacky. See, you all just will never be smart. You're just ditzes. You think you're so cool, but you're just shit. You have no reason for doing anything that's not nice. You never say anything. I don't give a shit about any of you. Thanks to Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, I have no friends and have no life. 'D;
Stop telling me I'm tacky. See, you all just will never be smart. You're just ditzes. You think you're so cool, but you're just shit. You have no reason for doing anything that's not nice. You never say anything. I don't give a shit about any of you. Thanks to Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, I have no friends and have no life. 'D;
Problem
I know you are just in here to ask me for something and to tell me about how you don't care about me and that I'm nothing and not as good as you and to tell me how good Orlando is to you. Well, that's too bad. Too bad I'm not going anywhere. I was something before we moved to Altamonte Springs. I was something from coming from Cleveland.
Not Really an Adult
Ginny isn't really an adult- She looks up to people from up north, like the older ones.
Problem
Why are you telling me I'm like my dad? I never did anything like him. Um, I'm not like my brother, too..
Problem
Why should we care about Ginny? I go to her class. I am convinced she is hooked onto my dad..
Problem
I was in bed, and I thought I heard someone say, "Dave-id," in a tacky way. My right side was suddenly stimulated. I just felt there but wasn't tingled, you know? I couldn't stop thinking of that. Um, I thought I told you I don't want to do anything about my dad. 3|
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
I realized something.
When I think of something someone else thinks you realize you agree with them and not me.
Problem
I am stressed out. I keep hearing noises in my room. You don't deserve to rest. I've accomplished what I've accomplished. I didn't do my PE hw.
Problem
So, Ginny's not online. Hm...no one posts to her but me. ?: She doesn't want to post on my forum. What about my blog, though? I wonder if I could find a way to get people to talk to me.. I know there are special sites people go to. She doesn't comment on my YouTubes, probably doesn't care about the aARt. Hm, so maybe she doesn't really care about being cool as a person, you know, pretends we have to use art to be serious about life and Hollywood, the point in life, supposedly..
Tired
I have to lie down.
Ugh! ;D I have laundry and have to clean my room- I will make it, though, but I mean, I wonder if I would get hurt, like some organ and then people would know I know. I already take risks with my privates. Maybe, I'll get up and check Facebook.
Ugh! ;D I have laundry and have to clean my room- I will make it, though, but I mean, I wonder if I would get hurt, like some organ and then people would know I know. I already take risks with my privates. Maybe, I'll get up and check Facebook.
I found out
That in some way you used me to m*********, like make me exist. You know, sending signals.
Problem
So, why doesn't Tim Burton like me? He keeps saying there might be something wrong with my parents. I know he's afraid of older people. What about when he meets someone nice? They get jealous and know that something's wrong, but I mean, he did hurt me, though I got something from it-
Problem
GINNY why don't you talk to me and not my parents don't hurt them you .. why do you keep thinking like everyone else when you talk to me that I'm them maybe? Talk to me online-
Problem
Why does Ellen DeGeneres act like she's the only 1? What the Hell is your problem with kids with older DADS!
Also, I think my mom is upset about my dad. My dad is uncomfortable and you all should talk to us. We are interested. Don't go looking for England and the Middle East and Japan.
Also, I think my mom is upset about my dad. My dad is uncomfortable and you all should talk to us. We are interested. Don't go looking for England and the Middle East and Japan.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres is messed up, but she doesn't have to admit it on her show-
Stop being mean to me and saying you want the attention of my father.
I don't have to always be in a receive mode. I see you all don't solve problems and don't act European.
Stop being mean to me and saying you want the attention of my father.
I don't have to always be in a receive mode. I see you all don't solve problems and don't act European.
Ate
Had .. wheat bagels and Peter Pan Crunchy Peanut Butter .. and this like Angel hair spicy pasta. My dad got a bunch with chicken but I avoid it whenever possible. :|
Problem
So, I don't want you to get to close but am wondering why I never get an appropriate response. You're mean, too.
Also, Ginny was worried about her dad being from Pennsylvania and took like benefits. Now, because of me, it's some issue. Like, I'm a cool person, and I'm a modern person.
Also, Ginny was worried about her dad being from Pennsylvania and took like benefits. Now, because of me, it's some issue. Like, I'm a cool person, and I'm a modern person.
Facebook Post
- Christina Barrett Why don't you consider all sides to an issue? I mean, I just realized that you find out about something and you kinda keep going, people from places like Louisiana and Pennsylvania. My mom is not from there. :{ Um, I wasn't a cute baby and need my parents to an extent. :}
I just didn't know which boy was your nephew.. The girl looks mean, hurts my feelings, but maybe you don't care..sorry. I was just looking at your picture and wondered what would happen to your niece if 1 boy in the picture was her relative and the other wasn't. You'd go in, nowaday, and they'd end up totaled for some sin and figured maybe they'd get totaled like all kids do there, anyway, but not literally like they were somewhere like Miami.. Hm, guess I don't know what I'm saying. 8p
So, that is a cute picture, and I enjoyed seeing a nice picture of someone's nephew from where I used to know. :}
Problem
My dad did something to me, and I realized he was controlling what I do day by day by magically affecting me.
You know, I can be funny like someone from the NE.
You know, I can be funny like someone from the NE.
Did You Ever Online
Like think of something no one will no then figure out something else like that they don't need to know and realize that will affect things?
Problem
Why do you all have a problem with my dad's relationship with me with "how good it is?"
Also, I just saw something and am worried I will think of it later. :|
You know, I already know about Italians and Hispanics. I guess they don't know what they're going to do.
See, my dad came in and made me feel bad and it was wrong, but he thought he had to do it to embarrass me. He did it, I didn't do it. :|
Also, I just saw something and am worried I will think of it later. :|
You know, I already know about Italians and Hispanics. I guess they don't know what they're going to do.
See, my dad came in and made me feel bad and it was wrong, but he thought he had to do it to embarrass me. He did it, I didn't do it. :|
leaving in an hour
Guess I'll go to the bathroom, ..chance, put on makeup.. put in my contacts, get my stuff ready. P8
Where aRe You?
When you say to settle down and not revel in nostalgia, where are you... helping others with their m*********** or are you there ready to like enjoy something like a music concert and being an artist yourself?
Generations
So, you're the 1 who tied the knot? Maybe, later generations don't listen to older 1s. :/
f.y.i.
My dad has no relationship with me parently, that has "fad-ed away. .like the mo or niing dew"
I went to college, and my parents D-cided not to be like sorta in a relationship with me, seriously. I was just on my own, and other adults still cared about me, like matched in personality, like they were my parents or parental units|figures. I came back, and the rhythm of the home was forever lost-as well. :| I don't see why you're trying to say I'm shit because of who my parents are and then make me listen to them. I've always done what I was supposed to, just picked on for my attitude and like how much money my family has. By attitude I mean just the way I'm affected but contain myself but have private thoughts, as well. Like, when you feel something and you have a reaction but didn't do anything and didn't bother anyone, just felt people were racist toward you and that they weren't really white.
I went to college, and my parents D-cided not to be like sorta in a relationship with me, seriously. I was just on my own, and other adults still cared about me, like matched in personality, like they were my parents or parental units|figures. I came back, and the rhythm of the home was forever lost-as well. :| I don't see why you're trying to say I'm shit because of who my parents are and then make me listen to them. I've always done what I was supposed to, just picked on for my attitude and like how much money my family has. By attitude I mean just the way I'm affected but contain myself but have private thoughts, as well. Like, when you feel something and you have a reaction but didn't do anything and didn't bother anyone, just felt people were racist toward you and that they weren't really white.
u no
If you don't realize that you're not allowed to look up to some other generation to "be" the mold you will fail because those people really are there for you and what your interests are, and those who look up to you seem bound to fail.
Woke Up
My time in bed wasn't really great. I *********** and as usual got up after.
I had a dream, what was it. I remember it was something about like buying ice cream or something, I sipped up some candy animal in a cup of milkshake and had to buy it and ended up owing $30, and then he calculated about $100. My mom was gonna pay. There was another booth, in this dark place with hints of the idea of classical|off-classical|bizarre red-orange, like the edges, like sorta pulsing mysteriously.
My alarm clock turned off, too, but you know I knew I'd wake up, like Christmas. I usually use 2 but was pretty tired.
So, no theater tomorrow. I don't feel good because of the constant weird messages everywhere I go. :{ Maybe I'll go back to bed? x/ And cry? I can get breakfast, might have to find my other alarm and wake up in 2 hours. Or maybe look at some people's Facebooks? I have to schedule an appt. for tomorrow. Schedule the van ride. Go to the bathroom now. :/ I wanna get back on IMDb. So, I did gymnastics, already. I want to clean my room this weekend. }:D Maybe, make a nice settting to sing or experiment with the clean room. Even in a small room would be fine. The sofa would be at the computer. I planned to get a TV, already. I had a closet. I just have stuff to store I'd store in the garage. I mean, I have drawers of like things and then like a couple boxes like with bathroom supplies and some office supplies. Then, the books and odd book things, that's all. Then, I have some clothes I'm not using still, the 1s that don't even fit, leotards. I have this extra desk, wanted a bunk, maybe don't need a bed on the floor, probably was worried of jumping off.
Just went to the bathroom and had some cheese crackers.. Was thinking of getting surgery to remove the tumor to increase my female cycle. They said it wouldn't affect my nose, but they go through the nose. I'll 1st ask to try the medicine, I think. What should I eat? Buffalo chicken sub? Not sure there are more subs left. Then, I'd toast bread.
I had a dream, what was it. I remember it was something about like buying ice cream or something, I sipped up some candy animal in a cup of milkshake and had to buy it and ended up owing $30, and then he calculated about $100. My mom was gonna pay. There was another booth, in this dark place with hints of the idea of classical|off-classical|bizarre red-orange, like the edges, like sorta pulsing mysteriously.
My alarm clock turned off, too, but you know I knew I'd wake up, like Christmas. I usually use 2 but was pretty tired.
So, no theater tomorrow. I don't feel good because of the constant weird messages everywhere I go. :{ Maybe I'll go back to bed? x/ And cry? I can get breakfast, might have to find my other alarm and wake up in 2 hours. Or maybe look at some people's Facebooks? I have to schedule an appt. for tomorrow. Schedule the van ride. Go to the bathroom now. :/ I wanna get back on IMDb. So, I did gymnastics, already. I want to clean my room this weekend. }:D Maybe, make a nice settting to sing or experiment with the clean room. Even in a small room would be fine. The sofa would be at the computer. I planned to get a TV, already. I had a closet. I just have stuff to store I'd store in the garage. I mean, I have drawers of like things and then like a couple boxes like with bathroom supplies and some office supplies. Then, the books and odd book things, that's all. Then, I have some clothes I'm not using still, the 1s that don't even fit, leotards. I have this extra desk, wanted a bunk, maybe don't need a bed on the floor, probably was worried of jumping off.
Just went to the bathroom and had some cheese crackers.. Was thinking of getting surgery to remove the tumor to increase my female cycle. They said it wouldn't affect my nose, but they go through the nose. I'll 1st ask to try the medicine, I think. What should I eat? Buffalo chicken sub? Not sure there are more subs left. Then, I'd toast bread.
What Am I Gonna Do
I dunno, I'll probably try to feel good. Any thoughts on what to think about, maybe ideas for the future?
Bed
So, I showered and am ready for bed. xp Charging my phone and camera for tomorrow, leaving earlier. :| Have PE hw and theater hw I missed for next week and something small to memorize, picked out a rhyme that suits me comfortably, something different. }:{)
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
Problem
I told you to shut up. Go to Hell, nigger. **** yourself. You're just as nigger. Go hurt other kids. You're stupid. You're shit. I don't trust you.
Ate
Beef, Asparagus's, Liverwurst, Chocolate Raspberry Valentine's Candy
Have to floss and pack, waking up though for leaving @ 6:30, so.. or 6:20. Got to take my sleeping pills and go to bed, maybe just 1 steada 2. 2 is also used to cure jetlag!
ex er cise
Have to floss and pack, waking up though for leaving @ 6:30, so.. or 6:20. Got to take my sleeping pills and go to bed, maybe just 1 steada 2. 2 is also used to cure jetlag!
ex er cise
So
Since I'm up, what do you think about everyone in Ginny's class not being healthy because my mom decided not to feed my dad and brother the right way. I hate to burst your bubble, but it was for being mean to me. She didn't feed me heartily, but I found out it was my dad's fault. Guess he wouldn't let me be young and European. I still don't get it. My dad wanted my mom to cook for him and him not influence her. Like, he ate the wrong way. She said he stayed home for my brother and when I was little to see me I guess.. I always encourage him to have good times with others, I guess. You know, you all have like attractive, very white siblings, but my brother isn't like me, wants to be racist and shitty, just depends on his race, makes me feel bad about what might have happened to me. I don't worry about it, especially. I refuse to say I'm on some tacky 1950 generation that is slick and doesn't feel *** like Late Boom. That might be why my emotions are not complex, had no choice. I see you're all pretty complex. At least, I'm considered attractive or was. Something wrong with what I ate when I stopped eating with my family, but I know that going out will help. You know, I have this problem, though, I was getting my haircut and my dad's been mean so now I'm sorta upset he made me make my torso tight. I just keep getting bs about younger dads. He's born July 25, 1950.. I think I'm like gonna ***! xp
Problem
I don't like people like Johnny Depp, wanting to shit about my dad being from Pennsylvania because it doesn't mean I'll like anywhere else~
What I'm Doing
My nails, practicing.. gotta pack, probably will do the Voice for the Actor homework. :| Then the PE homework or maybe wait. Packing won't take long this time.. I need to work out even more, though. *cold wind blows*
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Facebook Post
Yea,
maybe, we can visit, when my life is, like, straight. My dad could give
me a plane ride for a vacation, and maybe somehow I could afford to
stay at a hotel, I mean. :)
Facebook Post
to my Little Girl Cousin
something about what to do 1st with so many good ideas, posted 2 someone
By not bothering other people. Obviously, people like you.
something about what to do 1st with so many good ideas, posted 2 someone
By not bothering other people. Obviously, people like you.
hw
Voice for the Actor
In this class, I was only here a little while. I just marvel at the magnificence of the students memorizing their lines and becoming interested to impress you. I think they need to be healthier.
Acting I
I think we saw the last of the skits? I thought the skits were pretty good. The students are not well-kept. I mean, they put a lot into impressing people about going crazy and being nice with their white heritage, but I don't like how they push it on you that you're not okay racially because it's a rule because 1 day it won't be and they only do that to people who aren't Caucasian who think they're attractive enough to touch you as a white person. When we did ours, I mean, it was the 1st time in my life I forgot something, in this fashion. It kinda is the 1st time like in a somewhat official way, you know? I mean, I rehearsed over the break, so I don't know why I'd forget. I only did it maybe 3 times, though, and recorded and watched it, I mean. I'm not sure why I'd forget. I just don't feel like it, physically. I know my brother makes decisions like that. Like, I really am tired. You think, well, maybe more practice. You can't kill yourself over homework. I learned this routine, the hard way, and am from the very South, in a way. I don't like thinking about me forgetting. I mean, we don't rehearse it under much stress much like plays, but I believe that the non-musicals are very hard. I grew up on musicals but not on purpose. If I had a choice, I mean maybe I would do Musical Theater or alternate. I mean, there just wasn't like the knowledge of these things, and my mom didn't like ask me what all do you want to do? Like, we have money, you can do something. I also grew up knowing that you can do like other things young, as well, like maybe not be in theater until you're like 5 or 7, but then you think maybe at school you do that. All I can say is I wanted to do gymnastics, ballet, and singing and music, and I also did art well. Art was said to be a great asset to theater. I guess I would drop these things and do theater later. That's what I did when I couldn't find a good ballet, guessing ballet was more fun. So, I did get in theater at 14. I was never in a long play. I was able to take theater 1 year of high school, which seemed significant, ¼ of my time there, starting out in drama club. See, I didn't know I had to audition, or else I would have been in it, but I would miss art maybe + the Talented Music program, which I elected to get in for piano and then wasn't invited to sing after a girl rejoined the class. Anyway, I was able to be in choir, got a lot out of it, + I sang at home. I entered voice in college and it was my 1st time doing opera, like being exposed and doing classical songs. I have a small repertoire, strangely. It wasn't hard, at all, since I was in choir since I was 7. I do not wish to ever be in a long play, the way I never wish to sit there and play a classical piano piece for 45 minutes. I don't think that as gone through ballet in some fashion that I'd even want to train that way anymore. I just worried about not being a normal person.
Improvisation
I find this class very dorky and rather unworthy, and they need to hear the b***s***. They need to realize this is a community college that doesn't give a f*** in Orlando. I don't like how you sometimes act snobby about who goes, just to prove a point. It's like you have to give in to bad people because you're really not cool, just a nice person.
Um, I'm okay at improvising. I guess I just need to watch myself more at home, but I mean I don't act. I just act for school and like am into movies and Hollywood and mainly the non-theatrical arts but am an arts person.
I'm just kinda getting exercise or experience. I probably need to like look better and people will like me more.
week before
Voice for the Actor
In the 2nd class this week, I guess I am finding the practicing is really helping. In real life, my voice is getting much better. It's a lot of fun. I hope I am achieving, as I know I care as much as anyone else about my voice..
Acting I
This class is going nice. I like seeing the people remember their acting. It seems they put a lot into presenting themselves but whine about their private lives. All I can say is I mean I would eat more but also change how I act. Exercise is also necessary to keep you going physically and it makes you interesting, as well.
Improvisation
This class is rather a learning experience that is nice. I find myself learning more about myself, using the community college experience sorta as a pre-school experience. I mean, I find that, like, I learn to get along, I find myself. Then, I'm an interesting artistic person and actor. I don't think that's what others are interested in. I think they're lazy and racist, and I think encountering the truth they encounter racism. In that way, I don't like this class. I feel I am a good student, and everyone else is mean. No one helps me figure out this problem. I feel fine about what I think. I didn't mean like that in every way. I mean, like, the class just seems so hard to like focus on what acting is in the world and to me. They just sorta take your idea and make it their own. Like, I'm left out and have been my whole life being sorta artistic and like spiritual like I'm old-fashioned and like more European than American or something and all of a sudden I have all these bratty kids saying everything I've known is just something everyone does and I'm not different but no one will recognize me for liking this for some stupid reason. You must know what I'm saying. I feel that this generation is cr**** and if you hope for the kids you really like to be something you cannot do this to them just to say I am s*** and provided for to believe in something, just something for someone, something that's not for a kid, really, or else it would feel that way and be made up that way and it wouldn't be true and wouldn't "be" a problem! See, you think the generation that believes in things like it's hard to be an odd 1 out who likes to be more old-fashioned, which don't pretend you don't remember what it means because it's too much to go into in this assignment etc., now I forget, too, that it's for a generation basically that's like too old to be your kid and that they shouldn't do it and you're basically using this generation as a buffer against us, separating us, like a machine. I know you will introduce your kids to the joys of my generation. I just want to say that I am not prejudiced to older people being like younger generations and that I believe my dad is attractive but not ***ual. As for more notes on the class, I mean, I guess I am just thinking of how they are not focusing on acting and more on me not feeling good. I keep wanting to enjoy the community college experience, as it should be, but like it's hard to get the assignment and then we do it and they just kinda sit their and like twiddle their toe about paying attention. As for the improvising, I think I need to learn more how to be comfortable around them and maybe try it more on camera.
In this class, I was only here a little while. I just marvel at the magnificence of the students memorizing their lines and becoming interested to impress you. I think they need to be healthier.
Acting I
I think we saw the last of the skits? I thought the skits were pretty good. The students are not well-kept. I mean, they put a lot into impressing people about going crazy and being nice with their white heritage, but I don't like how they push it on you that you're not okay racially because it's a rule because 1 day it won't be and they only do that to people who aren't Caucasian who think they're attractive enough to touch you as a white person. When we did ours, I mean, it was the 1st time in my life I forgot something, in this fashion. It kinda is the 1st time like in a somewhat official way, you know? I mean, I rehearsed over the break, so I don't know why I'd forget. I only did it maybe 3 times, though, and recorded and watched it, I mean. I'm not sure why I'd forget. I just don't feel like it, physically. I know my brother makes decisions like that. Like, I really am tired. You think, well, maybe more practice. You can't kill yourself over homework. I learned this routine, the hard way, and am from the very South, in a way. I don't like thinking about me forgetting. I mean, we don't rehearse it under much stress much like plays, but I believe that the non-musicals are very hard. I grew up on musicals but not on purpose. If I had a choice, I mean maybe I would do Musical Theater or alternate. I mean, there just wasn't like the knowledge of these things, and my mom didn't like ask me what all do you want to do? Like, we have money, you can do something. I also grew up knowing that you can do like other things young, as well, like maybe not be in theater until you're like 5 or 7, but then you think maybe at school you do that. All I can say is I wanted to do gymnastics, ballet, and singing and music, and I also did art well. Art was said to be a great asset to theater. I guess I would drop these things and do theater later. That's what I did when I couldn't find a good ballet, guessing ballet was more fun. So, I did get in theater at 14. I was never in a long play. I was able to take theater 1 year of high school, which seemed significant, ¼ of my time there, starting out in drama club. See, I didn't know I had to audition, or else I would have been in it, but I would miss art maybe + the Talented Music program, which I elected to get in for piano and then wasn't invited to sing after a girl rejoined the class. Anyway, I was able to be in choir, got a lot out of it, + I sang at home. I entered voice in college and it was my 1st time doing opera, like being exposed and doing classical songs. I have a small repertoire, strangely. It wasn't hard, at all, since I was in choir since I was 7. I do not wish to ever be in a long play, the way I never wish to sit there and play a classical piano piece for 45 minutes. I don't think that as gone through ballet in some fashion that I'd even want to train that way anymore. I just worried about not being a normal person.
Improvisation
I find this class very dorky and rather unworthy, and they need to hear the b***s***. They need to realize this is a community college that doesn't give a f*** in Orlando. I don't like how you sometimes act snobby about who goes, just to prove a point. It's like you have to give in to bad people because you're really not cool, just a nice person.
Um, I'm okay at improvising. I guess I just need to watch myself more at home, but I mean I don't act. I just act for school and like am into movies and Hollywood and mainly the non-theatrical arts but am an arts person.
I'm just kinda getting exercise or experience. I probably need to like look better and people will like me more.
week before
Voice for the Actor
In the 2nd class this week, I guess I am finding the practicing is really helping. In real life, my voice is getting much better. It's a lot of fun. I hope I am achieving, as I know I care as much as anyone else about my voice..
Acting I
This class is going nice. I like seeing the people remember their acting. It seems they put a lot into presenting themselves but whine about their private lives. All I can say is I mean I would eat more but also change how I act. Exercise is also necessary to keep you going physically and it makes you interesting, as well.
Improvisation
This class is rather a learning experience that is nice. I find myself learning more about myself, using the community college experience sorta as a pre-school experience. I mean, I find that, like, I learn to get along, I find myself. Then, I'm an interesting artistic person and actor. I don't think that's what others are interested in. I think they're lazy and racist, and I think encountering the truth they encounter racism. In that way, I don't like this class. I feel I am a good student, and everyone else is mean. No one helps me figure out this problem. I feel fine about what I think. I didn't mean like that in every way. I mean, like, the class just seems so hard to like focus on what acting is in the world and to me. They just sorta take your idea and make it their own. Like, I'm left out and have been my whole life being sorta artistic and like spiritual like I'm old-fashioned and like more European than American or something and all of a sudden I have all these bratty kids saying everything I've known is just something everyone does and I'm not different but no one will recognize me for liking this for some stupid reason. You must know what I'm saying. I feel that this generation is cr**** and if you hope for the kids you really like to be something you cannot do this to them just to say I am s*** and provided for to believe in something, just something for someone, something that's not for a kid, really, or else it would feel that way and be made up that way and it wouldn't be true and wouldn't "be" a problem! See, you think the generation that believes in things like it's hard to be an odd 1 out who likes to be more old-fashioned, which don't pretend you don't remember what it means because it's too much to go into in this assignment etc., now I forget, too, that it's for a generation basically that's like too old to be your kid and that they shouldn't do it and you're basically using this generation as a buffer against us, separating us, like a machine. I know you will introduce your kids to the joys of my generation. I just want to say that I am not prejudiced to older people being like younger generations and that I believe my dad is attractive but not ***ual. As for more notes on the class, I mean, I guess I am just thinking of how they are not focusing on acting and more on me not feeling good. I keep wanting to enjoy the community college experience, as it should be, but like it's hard to get the assignment and then we do it and they just kinda sit their and like twiddle their toe about paying attention. As for the improvising, I think I need to learn more how to be comfortable around them and maybe try it more on camera.
Problems
I see you're all gonna get mad and associate memories for me. I've never heard of this kind of tone of bullshit. I believe Tim Burton is bullshit.
A guy who's not even what in is tomb said < "Pres-i-dent O ba ma" in a squeaky voice, no one gives a Goddamn!
A guy who's not even what in is tomb said < "Pres-i-dent O ba ma" in a squeaky voice, no one gives a Goddamn!
Back
My dad just trimmed my hair an inch, saw I was fat and needed a workout regiment and salads and water|liquids.. :/ So, I don't know what to wear tomorrow and may need to wash underwear-
Point
I am at Ginny's class because it is too hard to make my life better and I've already been wronged and I dunno like too often and more than once. It had been a semester since I knew.
More
I guess I may take Opera & Music Theatre Workshop later.. interested in Ginny's Speech and Voice and Articulation classes at the other CC. Seems they don't offer the Voice Performance class any longer unless it's just the Spring.
[and] Another Thing
"Pilates/Body Condtning Fitness" is overlapping Ginny's schedule Thursday evenings.
Another Problem
A class above it, called, Honors Speech, is cancelled. Ginny teaches at the other college, and I can get in honors there- }:)
Hey
Sel Topics in Speech is full. What if Ginny is teaching it? That's why it's full, isn't it? Why do you know about this? You shouldn't, you're nobody, in any way, shape, nor form. :| You already said what you said.
More
Lots of Fundamentals of Speech sections and randomly were cancelled. That's rather insulting. I don't know what you're looking for. *** and go to Hell. You're a nigger. }8D Ha ha ha ) ) )
Something Funny
A tech class or somesuch got cancelled I think just now yes and I
noticed another tech class between her classes already have the teachers
listed.
Oh Well
Apparently, she may be taking a break between classes. Not sure what I will be doing. :( Maybe, I'll post on my blog.
Hm
I don't care about Ginny that much. She seems to do things in order to like make them seem stimulating, when you find a problem later.
Know What. 3I
You know what Ginny did? She met me in the hall to send me to the counselor and wrote me a note for it and came to class. Um, no, I do not know of your opinion on writing. (Do not do it)Do not do it in school.
So
I found that Ginny is teaching Acting 1 twice in a row over the summer + in the fall also doubled up and is teaching Dialects early and later, with Stage Movement in between. Do you know why? =} You know, it's not my fault but has to do with me. :| That's not really okay, you know?? On all sides of the issue. =} Well, maybe it was her flipping it in French, to hurt me, you know. Also, Chloë Grace Moretz, Retweeted 2 things. Hm, I just figured why I was excited to say that and supposedly that's another allusion to my wanting to be talented in many things.
What I Want
I want Ginny to pick me up, not go cross-eyed like that fool Kate Bush. Also, the clicks in my room were fueled by her, and she's like Renée Fleming. I know I shouldn't have said it, but I'm literally "getting 'it' out." 8'|
So, you think picking me up would make me feel less cross-eyed? =} Do tell.
So, you think picking me up would make me feel less cross-eyed? =} Do tell.
OK, I have a problem-
I don't give a damn about Kate Bush's fancies.
I think Ginny will do it to drop the other shoe, as in to make it big, rather than to just take 1 bit of pain and move on.
I think Ginny will do it to drop the other shoe, as in to make it big, rather than to just take 1 bit of pain and move on.
What do you think...
About Kate Bush being part Irish? I thought part Irish people "didn't do it." Why is she so perverted with her mom? That was because her dad was English, maybe? I don't want to be Kate Bush. :| I want to experience the best feelings. 8| There is a reason she is bad. I think it was that she was worse than us. Why don't we hurt those sarcastic, white blonde, Italian kids in Orlando? }:] You know, I can say whatever I want on my blog. I didn't say anything to you. You're not my world, really. I like people who respect me, who appreciate me. I'm not a nigger. You must have fun being a nigger. Ha, ha, ha. You know, Italians don't like people who are .. "too nice." The Germans are always acting mimicy to part Asians who think they are white. That's your sin. You have to stop that, and I'll seem nice. I don't need people telling me what's wrong with me. Oh, and the reason I am in Ginny's class is because the semester at home was crap. I know that's so. I am already ready in every other way to go to Ginny's class. I also want to go, and that's okay. If you ruin my life, I will plow through. You made me curse on my blog last semester. Something else would happen to me, it always has. I cannot rest at home with my dad alternating like a maniac, even when I stayed in my room. If you don't care, then go away. I'm not here to drop it on your show. If you want me to watch you, then stop acting like you can't take it. You're not gonna talk to me. You don't do anything with anyone in public that is true. You should just stop listening to my dad. It will work, like pooing. See, I just touched every point. I can't like figure out the sequence of events, like making a necklace. I didn't make no necklaces. Look, I just accomplished something. There is a reason for every hardship, a bounce back off every suffering. Just don't think of something like being a giant tub of lard. Sometimes, you've seen drawrings. :|
Something Suddenly Came Up-
What is it with people from FL & Ca. born in the Boom being less beachy than 1s born in the 80s? What about the kids born here, today?
So, I didn't see the sorta morality in saying it's precious to have my "broken" but not torn in 2 leg ... What else ... Ah, yes, your body is important, things like that breaking. I just want to know why. I thought, at 1st, well, better start slowly because that's what life is about. I mean, Ginny is a nice voice instructor and also does other things. She does have a mistaken belief in her life that speaking is the only thing. She just thinks about that feeling. There must be a reason I broke my leg, though. I got up and told you because I know you'd want to know. I was lying on my couch, and it felt like it would fall off. Luckily, though, my back felt very bony, like a dinosaur, and that's how my leg felt. I left my dumbbells, out, too. The bad part is that I was there and the man working there did something wrong, figured someone told him though and just forgot, and he looked at me and sorta made me fall then, watching Mary Poppins, guessing that's why. I don't know how it helped. It was fun using a crutch, but now I pull more. I wouldn't do that. What made it hurt was walking with my mom and her making me hit it. People think my dad is crap being too old, but that's not true, they think older men aren't crap, they think the 1950's aren't friendly enough. It's hard to talk about, so I don't know if you realize what I mean. Some things must be hard to talk about. That's kinda funny. I guess the goal is to find out. All I can say is I didn't do anything wrong. I waited a semester, and I was tortured at home, maybe shoulda stayed but wanted to go last semester, also stayed maybe to get to know Ginny online, though. Also, I felt a bit funny and tired, for some reason, just got off medication, as well. That must be why. }8] Why is that stupid? Can you just shut up you nigger Generation Z daughter of the age of Ginny, Late Boom? Why should Late Boom and Generation Z constantly be doing this, you know? Why do I have to tell you! So, you're trying to tell me that there's more to life than solving my broken leg? I'm afraid you're very wrong here in Florida. :|
So, I didn't see the sorta morality in saying it's precious to have my "broken" but not torn in 2 leg ... What else ... Ah, yes, your body is important, things like that breaking. I just want to know why. I thought, at 1st, well, better start slowly because that's what life is about. I mean, Ginny is a nice voice instructor and also does other things. She does have a mistaken belief in her life that speaking is the only thing. She just thinks about that feeling. There must be a reason I broke my leg, though. I got up and told you because I know you'd want to know. I was lying on my couch, and it felt like it would fall off. Luckily, though, my back felt very bony, like a dinosaur, and that's how my leg felt. I left my dumbbells, out, too. The bad part is that I was there and the man working there did something wrong, figured someone told him though and just forgot, and he looked at me and sorta made me fall then, watching Mary Poppins, guessing that's why. I don't know how it helped. It was fun using a crutch, but now I pull more. I wouldn't do that. What made it hurt was walking with my mom and her making me hit it. People think my dad is crap being too old, but that's not true, they think older men aren't crap, they think the 1950's aren't friendly enough. It's hard to talk about, so I don't know if you realize what I mean. Some things must be hard to talk about. That's kinda funny. I guess the goal is to find out. All I can say is I didn't do anything wrong. I waited a semester, and I was tortured at home, maybe shoulda stayed but wanted to go last semester, also stayed maybe to get to know Ginny online, though. Also, I felt a bit funny and tired, for some reason, just got off medication, as well. That must be why. }8] Why is that stupid? Can you just shut up you nigger Generation Z daughter of the age of Ginny, Late Boom? Why should Late Boom and Generation Z constantly be doing this, you know? Why do I have to tell you! So, you're trying to tell me that there's more to life than solving my broken leg? I'm afraid you're very wrong here in Florida. :|
Did you find out-
If I'm European, maybe you are too- I think I've heard of that feeling a long time ago very much. :]
So
Do you want to use things on me that you use to say I'm not white to make excuses for white people, like things in their life they don't really want? 8I
What
You think Ginny is white and has excuses and look for stupid things in the water to say no one likes me? I don't really believe you.
"I Know What You Did Last Summer"-
What was I gona say? Oh, yes, I can agree that the moral of thinking of a swan is that it isn't a duck- You just wanted to hurt people in Miami, er, from there. Like, as a kid. }8}
What I Do
I really do believe white hair is the same correlation as a white duck compared to a green duck maybe with the spots.. }=]
So
You think Early Boom will treat Late Boom like they're better than ther kids. "Ther" sounds like a combo of Western, English, and minority English.
Get her off her morals.
When Ginny admits something she can't say it ain't so when it's so and the issue.. *sips nice tea with nice spicy food* 3]
If you're flawed
That's your problem and I'm owed a lot. What else did I just think?
Um, also, if you're not nice, you can't be with others, that's final. I'm nicer than you in the way of my mom than my dad. What's the jig?
Um, also, if you're not nice, you can't be with others, that's final. I'm nicer than you in the way of my mom than my dad. What's the jig?
So
You care more about kids of bad parents having a reason for living because of their parents being mean to everyone about their kids? You're gay and no one likes you. Stop telling me what you want to think I'm doing in some way. I didn't do it. 3|
Y
is my dad such a pain. It was because of the world, nothing to live for, but he got off and sprayed it..
So
Don't think all Pennsylvanians are withdrawn niggers like my dad. I mean, you talk to people from Pennsylvania, in some way.
Problem
My parents are niggers. My mom left something out, turned the music up.. and something else
Left out something for a long time - LOOK SHUT UP YOU *BEEP* NIGGER I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU
Left out something for a long time - LOOK SHUT UP YOU *BEEP* NIGGER I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU
Eureka! I have found it! 8^]
Ginny can't say your mom is too young, your dad is too old, there's only 1.
Thought of Something
Ellen DeGeneres is wasting time trying to pretend to hurt Lily Rose. Like, I'll say something, and she'll like me, but then she'll like realize that she's trying to hurt her for good. Why do these adults just want us to be ready for what we're ready for for I'm ready and I know it. Also, I didn't do anything perverted, wrong to someone, so, watcha talkin' 'bout? 8|
Also
Maybe she's trying to fuck Ginny up because they moved to Rochester when they got it, and Ginny's dad is from Pittsburgh. :| So.. Watcha want?
Issue
If Ellen DeGeneres "wants" people to be black, then she should be black, not anyone else. We can do whatever we want-
Question
So, I thought of Ginny's last name and what it means but was wondering why people keep questioning my success, like maybe if I would have been more extraverted I wouldn't have accomplished as much- 8|
Did you ever think of
Ginny's name sounding like Gin? My aunt gave my cousin a dog named GiGi when she was about 7. It's that little white dog, a Maltese. They went all into it, of course, the way I go all into things. What other ways do you go into things? 3I
So
What if we took kids born in 1991, 1992, 1993, 1994, whatever, 1990, 1989, and gave them to Ginny .. for, they want what they want.
Cool Stimulation B]
Ellen DeGeneres doesn't believe in stimulation yet doesn't believe in being cool.
So
You think that we had to have ugly ancestors, at 1 point, with these specific Jewish-German features? That doesn't make the Chinese today not white. 8/
Look at the diagram.
Wow, you can tell when you see a real artist. What do you think? Would make for a good movie.. :|
Scroll down. - Link
x0 (old lady - *pirate dies* sound like falling in water|ocean)
Scroll down. - Link
x0 (old lady - *pirate dies* sound like falling in water|ocean)
White Superiority Complex
Why can't I like decide between black and grey? They come with another color, light gray|almost white or gold with black.
I just found out.
I'm not as Asian as Asians. I saw this 2-piece dress-outfit, and I wanted the 1 with peach on black and not turquoise on black- :|
Hey, guess what I found?
I found a tight shirt with a lose jumper over it. Maybe, in NYC, I'd wear a plaid dress. Ginny wouldn't.
Got Back Up
So, I just realized some way I can't stimulate myself. It made me feel like I was someone else's parent.
What else.. I forget, now. Wanted. Oh yes, I've been going around stomping my foot and stuff, at least 3 times this week.
What else.. I forget, now. Wanted. Oh yes, I've been going around stomping my foot and stuff, at least 3 times this week.
Woke Up
I think I had a dream, something about Ginny, I don't remember.. I think I was imagining her putting her arm around me and my mom saw in the mist. Then, I thought that Ellen DeGeneres was there, with other sorta Hellenistic people, and instead of Ginny, she was picking me up. I kinda imagined it a lot, but it didn't seem like it was real, so much. Like a few times, she'd pick me up. Like, I was feeling bad, and other people were there. It was just the situation with the people. It was like her being my mom, a nice dream to dream of. It's funny, I was lying on my couch with the 3-spotlight lamp on, 1 of the lights, and a ponytail. I think it was like I imagined she might be in the classroom later where I'd sit on her lap, like going to the past, like the Titanic. It is most creepy that the dream seemed forumlated from a variety of signs. The signs didn't mean anything at all to me put together. I mean, maybe, you'd expect I might dream of something like it. Too bad I don't remember the situation. I guess the lady seemed like a ghost.
How I'm Feeling
I'm tired, maybe should lie down, not turn on any music, maybe since it's all so annoying.
What I Think
I don't think each state is shit, and I think Pennsylvania has nice, big farms, that is all, seems very European spirited but a bit racist. So, I never imposed Pennsylvania's dorkiness on anyone, just my insults of it.
Problem
So, I didn't shave my face, and I have some crusty blackheads on my nose, may try to use a pore strip when I'm feeling better. It should work since I haven't used 1 in a long time. Maybe after my next shower. Also, I want my dad to trim my hair when I'm awake when he's awake and I take a shower. I think my bangs need to be trimmed. I was gonna cut it, but I liked how it looked highlighted like a blonde.
Jog
I feel like pooing so may wait, not sure, just washed my face and put cream on my pimples, need new Kleenex and soap from the house..
I just had 2 Buffalo chicken subs, but the chicken was frozen. I was having frozen tender-nuggets my dad gets. I also had blue cheese and put more buffalo sauce on the 2nd sandwich. I had a little cake and ice cream, my 1st white cake I remember with 2 cans of frosting and Breyer's vanilla ice cream, which I know tastes good. xp Means I grew up on Blue Bell, not sure before maybe the Publix brand or something. Publix is supposedly the big Florida grocery store, and in most places it says "Where Shopping is a Pleasure" all along the side of the building, which is huge there. Orlando sucks and is gay.
I just had 2 Buffalo chicken subs, but the chicken was frozen. I was having frozen tender-nuggets my dad gets. I also had blue cheese and put more buffalo sauce on the 2nd sandwich. I had a little cake and ice cream, my 1st white cake I remember with 2 cans of frosting and Breyer's vanilla ice cream, which I know tastes good. xp Means I grew up on Blue Bell, not sure before maybe the Publix brand or something. Publix is supposedly the big Florida grocery store, and in most places it says "Where Shopping is a Pleasure" all along the side of the building, which is huge there. Orlando sucks and is gay.
Another Complication-
I am not gonna hold out because I know other people will show me off. I know that you're just kidding! ';0
Shopping
So, it's nice to find a dress that's just the right shape, has a nice, tight-looking waist, and a sort of flare but not too loose-goose.
Idea
I will get a juniors dress if they have 34" waist, which sometimes might be 32", and tie a sash or those long things they sell like at the mall around it. Then, I will need leggings and thigh socks.
R***
I just got an idea, was browsing dresses, which had some £|₤ symbols, and I noticed the toddler dresses looked like old people in old New Orleans.. kinda big and puffy. I mean, they must have gotten thin thorough r***. No more Mister Nice Guy. '8|
Shopping
I'm picking out a dress, and it seems to say it'd be an insult to Ginny because it'd say I'm better than other people. So, I looked for dresses with bows for kids.
Shopping
I still haven't picked out a lunchbox. Maybe, I should order 1 online. I also want to find new clothes, don't know what I want to wear to school..
How I'm Doing
I didn't shower awhile .. have been washing my face more, showered last night. I have a pimple on my nose and a greasy nose, cleaned my ears but feel like stuffed.
Supper! 8p
So, more buffalo chicken subs with bleu cheese? =x Or how abouts a burger? :/ No hot dog.. :/ It's chicken.. I forgot to ask for baby carrots, maybe asparagus after the sammich. I also have cake and ice cream.
Oh, yesterday, when I left the gymnastics gym, the kids, who were guiltily eating pizza, I went in and was like I ate pizza don't worry about eating other stuff, I walked by and they seemed to be tearing the lady teacher up, who was gonna let me in. I can take class there Tuesday after class. So, I ate pizza and had a huge milkshake as I walked along something like a highway, which reminds me of biking with a friend and her mom in the nation's oldest contuing city, Saint Augustine, under a major city in NE FL, on a new road just that 1 time, like maybe 2 days or even a day after being finished, and I couldn't finish this shake. It was like almost as big as a table lamp stand. I walked the wrong way so was walking awhile. Interesting, yes? Had to document it. I was mostly thinking about the kids with the pizza.
Oh, yesterday, when I left the gymnastics gym, the kids, who were guiltily eating pizza, I went in and was like I ate pizza don't worry about eating other stuff, I walked by and they seemed to be tearing the lady teacher up, who was gonna let me in. I can take class there Tuesday after class. So, I ate pizza and had a huge milkshake as I walked along something like a highway, which reminds me of biking with a friend and her mom in the nation's oldest contuing city, Saint Augustine, under a major city in NE FL, on a new road just that 1 time, like maybe 2 days or even a day after being finished, and I couldn't finish this shake. It was like almost as big as a table lamp stand. I walked the wrong way so was walking awhile. Interesting, yes? Had to document it. I was mostly thinking about the kids with the pizza.
Sunday, March 17, 2013
I Know-You Know
I know before someone tells me to do something they don't want me to - that I will sound tacky..what crime is that? B|
Surprise!
I messaged my friend from San Fransisco to come to Theater if she's coming to Orlando, and I saw her online for the 1st time recently, though she erased stuff on her Wall.
Problem
Ginny, I already wanted to be different from my dad. Maybe, there is an ending to their toenail fungus. Maybe, it's not really my ultimate dream. Maybe, it's cute, though, but what's that to anyone! :0
Point
I made some kind of point that Ellen DeGeneres really has no ♥ for younger people with parents born just some culture before her..maybe a significant difference, 1950. Isn't that something like the next generation? Also, why are people born in between so wacky and careless? Like, I guess there's some cutoff age, like 1955. I still like older people, too. Also, my dad was only 34 when he had me, I think. :| 35. I think a lot of girls my age have dads born around 1950, but a lot of them have dads who were 40 when they were born. They aren't weird, but they are fun. It's just that other generations practice different things, and you want to talk to other people, anyway. I really don't spend much time with my family. :| I don't get you, you're gay. I mean, I like my family, but I see you fight with them. Why would I want to talk about something I don't really know about? ,:| It sounds like you've talked about shit like this.. It seems like it means something that you don't have it written in a nice article. I did not know that this stuff was revealed on TV, actually, or maybe I would have thought I even needed to know. :| ;0
Problem
I have this creepy feeling that Orlando is shit and plants itself in the shit of your relations.
Waiting
Gonna eat when my parents are in bed. Also don't have the Travel Channel just yet. Have to find the TV guide in my room but don't think I have it. I e-mailed my dad back OK.
Schedule
So, Tuesday, I have a lot of homework due but not like a lot compared to most school situations. So, I mean, I should watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" by Wednesday, no Theater Thursday. I think she has her show cancelled next week, postponed her trip to Aussie for the week after. So, I might not watch, unless I am sure they are new episodes because I'd have seen them. I mean, I don't think they rerun old episodes..
So
If you think about my last post's point, Ellen DeGeneres is mean to people who are nice to her who have a blog linked to their Twitter and who post on major public forums, like the Tim Burton board on IMDb.
So
You want to be mean to ugly Asians .. but you think something else complicated and related that attractive part-Asian families should be ousted for trying to be attractive. Um, I'm sorry if they bump into all the wrong people. :|
Issue
Ellen DeGeneres won't allow women in their home to think the right things with their daughters.
Issue
So, why do people here keep like surrounding and snapping at me? What do you think I've done? Come to solve it online. You're just wondering about my race and being more attractive than you because I'm mixed.
Problem
Why am I getting attacking messages from Ginny in private? What about my homework? Why did I get these messages last semester from Ellen DeGeneres? You're not getting away with it. I had problems, I never felt good at home. I had to leave. Also, there was that 1 week my fault I just got hamburgers and I got off my workout routine doing an advanced ballet-Pilates video with a nice picture of a girl from Colorado. That's the reasons I'm fat again and I still have that same look.
Problem
Stop treating me like a baby because of Tim Burton. It's not in a cute way.
Also, these clicks are making my eyes big.
Like I said, I think you're just here to like pervertedly park in older people and other situations stemming from my life. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU IDIOT|RETARD? Stop pestering my life with clicks in my room. You can't just like kill yourself for the unattractive, good-for-nothing people in my life. You're gay.
Also, these clicks are making my eyes big.
Like I said, I think you're just here to like pervertedly park in older people and other situations stemming from my life. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU IDIOT|RETARD? Stop pestering my life with clicks in my room. You can't just like kill yourself for the unattractive, good-for-nothing people in my life. You're gay.
Problem
I'm being fed more messages in my room. There's these annoying clicks, and it's like affecting my face.
Facebook Post
Hey Ginny, someone posted something on your wall and I answered. I guess either you or she deleted it. It was like an app, on my old blog.. It had your name in it. :| It was interesting, but I figured it was just an attention-getter, made me happy and sent a simple message I took. Seemed like a cool girl, could have been my friend. :|
So, yea, a girl in your class, Amy? said to keep your site professional. I forget what I was gonna say. Oh, yea, so, I wonder why she posted it. I see you kept the year book post up.
Aren't you still interested in dialects? I found I could speak British, and I might get acclaim in Hollywood if I pass the AMTC Auditions, sometime, which travel and are actually based here in Orlando.
Bon Voyage on Thursday. Good luck with the high schoolers... I guess you're gonna sorta touch on the fact that before it was modeling and now it's singing but probably a dying medium. I guess they will be impressed by you. I see you are actually very impressive.. I know I would have fun there.
(copy: http://cab1986orlfl22.blogspot.com/2013/03/20130317-1.html)
So, yea, a girl in your class, Amy? said to keep your site professional. I forget what I was gonna say. Oh, yea, so, I wonder why she posted it. I see you kept the year book post up.
Aren't you still interested in dialects? I found I could speak British, and I might get acclaim in Hollywood if I pass the AMTC Auditions, sometime, which travel and are actually based here in Orlando.
Bon Voyage on Thursday. Good luck with the high schoolers... I guess you're gonna sorta touch on the fact that before it was modeling and now it's singing but probably a dying medium. I guess they will be impressed by you. I see you are actually very impressive.. I know I would have fun there.
(copy: http://cab1986orlfl22.blogspot.com/2013/03/20130317-1.html)
So
What do you think of the old, old Ginny? Don't you like just wish like things were better in the department?
Ever think of how like you think it's funny maybe I'm through with my old choir director and organ teacher? Well, I want to live forever, doesn't mean any of you need to be celestial beings when my life becomes celestial. Why not? :|
Why does Ginny like judge me so much? I don't think that's part of the vision. You probably think "the vision" must be Asian. It's just an idea an Asian had.
Ever think of how like you think it's funny maybe I'm through with my old choir director and organ teacher? Well, I want to live forever, doesn't mean any of you need to be celestial beings when my life becomes celestial. Why not? :|
Why does Ginny like judge me so much? I don't think that's part of the vision. You probably think "the vision" must be Asian. It's just an idea an Asian had.
My Teacher
Why did she make herself disgusting? Supposedly, that's just how she is. She had a huge double chin on Thursday but seemed pretty skinny. She pointed her pointer finger up on Tuesday, showing her nail.. and it seemed like she was reveling in how it was just a soft nail sitting in her soft flesh. However, her mom's from California and her dad from Pittsburgh, and she seemed to just make it "what" because maybe it's the best in some point. However, I went home, and it was different. I don't think she likes me. She thinks I'm both too old and have too old parents or something. I'm pretty interesting, generally speaking. Maybe, I am not feeling well, but I have good clips in class.. After class, I don't seem to look good. Imagine if her dad was from California. She'd be like a wacko pointer finger.
Rest
Guess I'll try to rest some more. Have some hw to complete, no theater Thursday! ;D I have most people's e-mails.
Issue
I see Ellen DeGeneres is obsessed with people with good parents. 8|
What about Tim Burton? He seems to fit some category, may not be in line. Why isn't Ellen DeGeneres ***y as a part Jew? Anyway, what about Tim Burton? What does he want, to fool us? That's what he did, he had kids and went with Helena Bonham Carter. He's just worried about having an old dad and wants to think you're in the style of the 50s.
Ginny is here, so she has to do what she has to do. She has no choice. I don't know what she thinks about anyone attractive with a younger dad, haven't seen her with any kids. I see attractive kids with straight, smooth white hair. However, they seem Chinese, now. :| I found that kids with older dads might be more stimulated in an embarrassing way.
What about Tim Burton? He seems to fit some category, may not be in line. Why isn't Ellen DeGeneres ***y as a part Jew? Anyway, what about Tim Burton? What does he want, to fool us? That's what he did, he had kids and went with Helena Bonham Carter. He's just worried about having an old dad and wants to think you're in the style of the 50s.
Ginny is here, so she has to do what she has to do. She has no choice. I don't know what she thinks about anyone attractive with a younger dad, haven't seen her with any kids. I see attractive kids with straight, smooth white hair. However, they seem Chinese, now. :| I found that kids with older dads might be more stimulated in an embarrassing way.
Problem
Stop telling me I'm not as white as my parents. They've always been niggers, not me. What's your goddamn fucking problem? They aren't even entertaining. You're some goon fantasizing not wanting to stimulate me.
Attractive
Can you just stop thinking I want to be the bad side of my parents?
Have you ever seen anyone substantial? I didn't make it as far as like pampering me.
Have you ever seen anyone substantial? I didn't make it as far as like pampering me.
Problem
Are you still ratting on me for having problems when I was younger? ,8| Look, I didn't hurt anyone. Cut your bullshit of how I might have "influenced" someone. There's nothing like that. Just people who go into you and act like you're not white.. That's the issue of the day.
What About
What about my dad? He has a special place for people born in 1960, but they never admit that there's other things in life. I was thinking of how he was unattractive and disgusting. xp I always thought he was disgusting. Isn't he just more a presenter or negotiator, just a normal guy? He never makes me feel comfortable. He keeps jolting things, and it does nothing for me. Like, I mean, he's cute. He's unemotional. I'm being attacked for having money, too. :0 I just don't find him more attractive than me. 3I
Issue
I'm more crucial than my brother. He never listens to me. I'm serious, never. What did my dad do? It's not a joke. What good is his life? At least, I can have ***. I found a way. I'm a girl, like my mom. My parents even act like they did it. That's like living in a horror chamber. What is wrong? Can't I just live my life like everyone else? They also think that's what would happen if I were knocked out + in a younger style. We don't know why he is a sorta gay Tom boy. He likes cats. I mean, as a baby, he seemed overly precious and that gay stereotype. He was a real person but not as real as me. He was more complicated in a precious way. We can say that. 3| Then, I guess my mom made him a fat, thin-worn toddler. Then, he got really skinny and gay. Finally, he was cute at 1 point with this lighter-looking medium brown hair, but he was rebellious and my mom thought he was better than me because his life was hard and I wanted to be treated like I was white. Then, in Pre-K, he was cuter than me, jammed right in. We moved. He looked cuter after being in Pre-K awhile, not sure how nor if his hair grew. Then, we moved, and he became devilish and very fun and entertaining like he wanted to be stellar like me. We moved to French New Orleans area, and he became sorta drugged. We lived there and he grew up and then we moved to Orlando and he became mean again. He went to college and he got better after the Johnny Depp hype went down. I think I fell over on Tim Burton, though. It's some thing I can't achieve. My dad thinks I'm a good person but doesn't care about me wanting to be European. It's true, though, the likes of my parents really are over for the world, an old story, some thing they are sarcastic about. They aren't racist and hopeless romantics. They're just like more European. They just don't like me. They pick at them for things they are uncomfortable about but never do the things they succeeded in. They're kinda druggy. Ignore them. I found lots of good things in them for me. Why don't you be more European? I guess you are more concerned about your feelings. I mean like how you feel ***ually. Maybe, it's your race. :( Why are part French people so selfish? I like French things. It seems people don't like me for some reason, like there's a problem with who my parents are, like my dad is too old and I was born at a bad time. I mean, though, I guess you'll just have to accept that I'm better. I really usually don't approve of most families, though, in the U.S., you know? I'm over that. You will be, too, you plan to. I am very interested in modern life, but I also want to be European and proper, like you let Europeans be.
I wonder *
We moved to a city in more Central Southeastern Florida but not very much above Southern Southeastern Florida, a retirement paradise, because my dad's sisters lived further South and I think it was because of my brother. He used to choke up, like he was older or something. My dad's youngest sister had a baby, but she's not married. The girl became the center of attention and was considered not all white, part Italian-Canadian. My aunt got with a police-colonel she eventually married who, like her, was divorced. She has no kids and is retired and cannot have kids. I dunno, also, we moved to Jacksonville when my brother was 2, I think, and he was born where I went to Pre-School, like my cousin. I was born near the beach. We lived on the bay when I was a pretween. I just feel sorry for my brother. He just seemed kind racist to me. It was like my parents wouldn't give him a chance, but I went through a lot of thoughts of like what if I were a year younger or what if my parents were different people. I mean, I was cute, but my mom didn't let me be that European and I know I could. I was cute, though, at some points, like when I was up north with my Gramma and after I did more gymnastics. I really started to look ugly when my mom was pregnant. It offended me. Also, it was because my dad cut my hair. I'm not sure what happened. I wanted to be more European, but I was convinced I couldn't be. Up north, they were prejudiced to me being from a hot climate with a mom from a hot climate. Before that, my life was just really strict but not too insulting but maybe not that bad just more like a regiment of being a basic stick figure and trying to be thin really hard and succeeding to some degree, I suppose. My dad is annoying and probably shouldn't be doing things with me. I mean, I'm not really insulting, but he's trained me to be funny like that but gets offended. My mom acted like I was really fat, but she was fatter as a toddler, just did ballet and seemed stuck up as a kid. She was attractive after gymnastics.
What famous child celeb
Lily Rose Sweet Melody
Maggie Liz Jones
Bella Thorne
I'm gonna have to go with Bella Thorne with Southern blood. The others .. mm .. not from there.
Maggie Liz Jones
Bella Thorne
I'm gonna have to go with Bella Thorne with Southern blood. The others .. mm .. not from there.
Do I look more like
Audrey Hepburn ... Kate Bush ... or Shirley Feeney ... or Laverne DiFazio ... or Marty (1:40) ... or Frenchie?
Ginny seems like John Travolta, and I seem like the fat Italian lady.
I think Audrey Hepburn, though, is more like me.. I feel like I'm ½ English ½ Dutch. *There's not much to see of Audrey Hepburn* :{
Ginny seems like John Travolta, and I seem like the fat Italian lady.
I think Audrey Hepburn, though, is more like me.. I feel like I'm ½ English ½ Dutch. *There's not much to see of Audrey Hepburn* :{
Vacation
It would be fun to go to Saint Augustine, but that's a lot of money. They did take away my favorite pizza restaurants. 1 had Cicilian pizza, like a café on the side of the road. It was called Pizza Garden. Then, there was these little pizzas with good tomato sauce and probaby tasty cheese and good bread, in the Heritage Walkway on Saint George Street, the street with all the little shops and stuff. I would get lemonade after church, sometimes, and sometimes with this friend with really old parents, 45 when she was born, so they weren't so old like 45-year-olds today.
I have so many memories. That is like home to me. It is the nation's oldest continuing city, and it is in Northeastern Florida. I shouldn't be saying this, but it's my blog, I'm sorry you didn't have that experience. It is true, though, I had at the time moving there became interested in the Little House Books and American Girls. I became old fashioned. I quit gymnastics. I was so appreciative of anything European. I walk down the bay, and I am so grateful to live right along the water but not by the beach. I lived downtown. It's funny, though, I became lonely and lacked physical activity so probably became confused about some things, friends started to think I was ugly and fat, lost sleep. I had even just began tennis once a week, so that could be a factor. School started, and I got a bit thinner. The sports really put on some weight and made me more attractive. However, at 1 point, I got uglier. I don't know when I looked good, but, at 1 point, I had fluffy hair and fluffy bangs parted to the side, and my face was hard and the bottom was separated from the top, just I molded myself into a good, typical, desirable girl you should be, but it was so hard to sustain that look, for my hair was frizzy and niggerish, not too mention very dark and my skin however fair but not flushed, really. I moved, and I guess things changed, for some reason. :| My skin became maybe red and my hair in the end seemingly you know toward the bottom in the light completely tinted. However, I wasn't as attractive, at the time. I couldn't believe I lost my attractive look, anything but that, it seemed. You'll just know I grew there but never really got to experience it in my full glory as times were changing as this girl from L.A. landed and it was more Titanic-centered. It seemed she could be modern and stimulated like in this physical way. Everyone liked her, and my life was sorta lost. My friends didn't talk to me since we were separated.
We can march along forever down the streets of Saint Augustine and never lose interest in that botanical paradise. There are old relics of ancient Florida, most ancient Florida, but not the beach. You can lose yourself at mass with the music.. Well, I mean, I wouldn't recommend doing ballet there. You know? =| I wonder, though, should I just take tap, here? I think it's right before Ginny's classes, a good schedule.. I think I will spend my summers @ Disney. Or summer. Disney is kinda ancient, ancient Florida, the old cartoons, like Tim Burton, are much to take in. =]
I have so many memories. That is like home to me. It is the nation's oldest continuing city, and it is in Northeastern Florida. I shouldn't be saying this, but it's my blog, I'm sorry you didn't have that experience. It is true, though, I had at the time moving there became interested in the Little House Books and American Girls. I became old fashioned. I quit gymnastics. I was so appreciative of anything European. I walk down the bay, and I am so grateful to live right along the water but not by the beach. I lived downtown. It's funny, though, I became lonely and lacked physical activity so probably became confused about some things, friends started to think I was ugly and fat, lost sleep. I had even just began tennis once a week, so that could be a factor. School started, and I got a bit thinner. The sports really put on some weight and made me more attractive. However, at 1 point, I got uglier. I don't know when I looked good, but, at 1 point, I had fluffy hair and fluffy bangs parted to the side, and my face was hard and the bottom was separated from the top, just I molded myself into a good, typical, desirable girl you should be, but it was so hard to sustain that look, for my hair was frizzy and niggerish, not too mention very dark and my skin however fair but not flushed, really. I moved, and I guess things changed, for some reason. :| My skin became maybe red and my hair in the end seemingly you know toward the bottom in the light completely tinted. However, I wasn't as attractive, at the time. I couldn't believe I lost my attractive look, anything but that, it seemed. You'll just know I grew there but never really got to experience it in my full glory as times were changing as this girl from L.A. landed and it was more Titanic-centered. It seemed she could be modern and stimulated like in this physical way. Everyone liked her, and my life was sorta lost. My friends didn't talk to me since we were separated.
We can march along forever down the streets of Saint Augustine and never lose interest in that botanical paradise. There are old relics of ancient Florida, most ancient Florida, but not the beach. You can lose yourself at mass with the music.. Well, I mean, I wouldn't recommend doing ballet there. You know? =| I wonder, though, should I just take tap, here? I think it's right before Ginny's classes, a good schedule.. I think I will spend my summers @ Disney. Or summer. Disney is kinda ancient, ancient Florida, the old cartoons, like Tim Burton, are much to take in. =]
Personality
It's hard to talk about me. I'm extraverted in private and introverted in public. It's really weird. xS
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